Angsty… šŸ˜šŸ˜

imageArrrghhhh…

there are a million things that I want to do right now. There are a million things that I have to do right now, but I’m in this state where I’m just frozen. Almost as if I have leaped into the air and am just suspended there with my legs spread out and a stiff grin on my face.Ā I’m excited and at the same time I’m nervous. I want to cut my hair right now, but I’ve decided to wait until my birthday on the eighteenth of August. I’ll explain why I want to cut my hair soon but that’ll be in a video. And yes, I want to start a You tube channel as a way to express myself more, and force myself to be less of an introvert and experience life even more.

Tonight, or rather this morning I have to finish up edits for my second book, and then I have to read journals for a literature review for my dissertation. Then I have to design a resume because I want to intern at an apparel manufacturing company, because apart from books and writing which I love, I also have a passion for apparel.

then I have to finish writing my quota of two thousand words of the third novel, and I have to do all of this before 8am. It’s 1am right now in the UK btw. It’s not much and if I settle down I can make quite a bit of progress and even finish it all before then. And yeah, I also have to edit an online survey for my dissertation and email it out to the recipients.

Then of course there is this Korean drama episode that I want to settle down to watch. So much to do but I can’t seem to settle down to begin. I’ve been like this for at least two hours and now I’m starting to freak out.

So I decided to blog, hehe. Hoping it will calm me down enough. Is it working? I doubt it. Lool.

Anyway, that’s my midnight dilemma… And yeah I have a cup of ice cream by my side, and a cupcake. Dont judge me… I plan on losing a few pounds in the coming weeks.

Im going now… I think I’m going start with what’s bothering me the most now which is the resume thing…. So il start with that, and then focus on the book, the survey and all of that fun stuff. Let’s see how it goes.

Goodnight, Loves, and feel free to ask me your questions about the coming book.

It’ll be out July 25th and I know a lot of you are excited to read it. It’s already up for preorder on Amazon, and the cover will be revealed on the 26th of this month so watch out for it.

sighs… the 26th is almost here.. The days are flyingggghh…

Love, OE. ā¤ļø

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